23 April 2011

Roll the Dice

Your time is limited,so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.Don’t be trapped by dogma-which is living with the results of other people’s thinking.Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice.And most important,have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.They somehow already know what you truly want to become.

I don't need to elaborate further.

21 April 2011

Ambivalent

Sorry for a long hiatus.the last post was a drafted one actually.being kept safe until the right moment came to post that entry.been busy with ASSignments.yeah yeah I know I'm a future teacher but lecturers gave us assignments as if I'm gonna be a future writer. I was lifeless and completely became a social retard for weeks. I had no entertainments for myself.anyways,all those assignments have been trashed well haha.

I don't really have much to say here.I mean, I don't really have a focus subject to write about.Just write so that my blog will seems alive and not haunted lol.How bout this time I put some random things about myself.not completely random.I'll just write anything that comes across my mind now.now means while I'm writing this.can do that meh? I'm the most random person you would have ever known so sure enough I can haha.

11 April 2011

Reply Speech





a short post.brief and easy.
purpose of the entry: to explain myself to some people out there,someone,unnamed.

I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear

I'm not here to make enemies and never intend to.To my haters,if I have any:

You have every right to hate me.I mean everyone.there's really nothing I can do about it.I'm just a human being.not perfect.to you,you,and you,if you do really hate me,you can just say it right to my face.Come on,be bold.Throw your hatred to me.I don't mind.What's the point talking behind my back without me knowing nothing about what you're talking about.I won't feel anything.You must have your own reason for hating me.But if you hate me for no reason then I can't change the way I think, and I can't change the way I am, but if I offended you, good. because I still don't give a fuck.

Bye.

09 April 2011

Heart With Letters

 
 
it weekend so let's sing this song out loud lol.ah fuck you rebecca black. i feel like killing this girl.i just hate this stupid song lol.oh man I'm fucking bored here in the hostel.someone, please take me out tonight.sigh.since I don't really have anyone to talk to right now so here I am updating blog.this is the only way.I will keep myself busy otherwise something bad will happen heh.nay, I just don't really like being lonely.but I have to bear with it,at times.well you should know the feeling of being lonely right? emptiness filling up the holes of boredom.fuck yeah.I hate being alone.

BUT that's not what makes me being here.I'm not gonna talk about loneliness.it will be effing lame if I talk about it.I wanna speak my heart out loud. it keeps screaming looking for holes to bail out from its cage.I'm tired of keeping in the lockup of thought,left unspoken,unwritten,unaware by people all around me.I don't mind people not being aware of what I've been through.I can't force anyone to be concern about my life of course.

05 April 2011

Help! I Need Somebody!


April's first entry.Sorry peeps can't find the right time to write something here even though so many things have been happening this few months.I'm ridiculously busy with works,tasks,assignments etc.Super busy.I can't ample my time well right now.Somehow it will be rather boring if I rapidly updating my blog.Blogging isn’t something that we can do just like that, unless, you update something about your daily routines and stuff. I can do that in every hour if you want lol.But that is not what blogging means to me.

Truth is there's a lot of things I wanna say here but I just can't.I decided to keep shut.I have my own reasons for doing this plus it's pretty hard to transform some random thoughts into words.Words are ambiguous so I guess I'm just gonna write something nice to read so that my words won't be misinterpreted by some people (err stalker?).I know that's the price that I have to pay of being vocal heh.