26 July 2011


I shouldn't be awake at this time.but I can't seem to shut my eyes at this night.there's no point trying in vain.let's talk about this stuff later.I'm gonna say about something else.something which tickles my mind lately which brings me to write it out.I don't know whether it's only me who has this problem or someone else might,too.

here's the thing.I dropped by at a bookstore few days back to find some stationery.I got myself some pens and few other things.look that's not what I'm trying to say.it's another thing.it is about me choosing a write pen to buy.it took me like an hour just to pick a pen.an hour!it's an effing long time but that's me.not quite a good decision maker,at times.

18 July 2011


Life has no other discipline to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept life unquestioningly. Everything we shut our eyes to, everything we run away from, everything we deny, denigrate, or despise, serves to defeat us in the end. What seems nasty, painful, evil, can become a source of beauty, joy, and strength, if faced with an open mind. Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such.

03 July 2011

Sickening Attitude

Try not to be prejudiced against what i will say now and read it without comparing these words with your thoughts.I have no idea what i'm talking about.i can't even give the title for this post.i have something to say but i can't seem to find the right words to pen down here.i tried to scrabble my thought to transform it into words yet i failed.well i think this entry will be a short one since i don't have my to say (i guess).

i have been wanting to write about this for a long time.long time as in few months ago hehe.it's quite an issue.not issue like having a conflict or crisis with someone.it's just an issue within myself or perhaps you might realize it once you read further.should i get straight away to the subject or keep twisting my tongue here?haha.right i will tell you what i'm gonna say here.it is about someone's attitude.but don't get me wrong someone here means everyone which includes myself.i bet all of us human beings own this kind of attitude.it's either shown or hidden.sorry i don't have the right term to say about it lol.it's actually about being selfish.that's it.